lackadaisical.

recappage:

meltdown was ok. it was fun, but being the old fart that i am, i was way tired by midnight. i was just not feeling it this year i guess. plus, the location was wack. sorry ayano, but i really didn't like long beach as meltdown location :<
oh well, so much for last meltdown.
also, i HATED DETESTED ABHORRED LOATHED all the couples sexing it up on the dance floor and bumping into me. seriously, if you wanted to get it on why not just get a fucking hotel room instead of dry humping your way around on the dance floor?

[edit]mother fucking ey, i had a long entry typed out it fucking got deleted. WHAT THE FUCK BLOGGER.

i'm finally home after couple of months. with taiko and school and work taking over my life, i haven't had the opportunity to drive up and all of sudden i'm the fucking bad kid in the family. honestly, i don't come home for awhlie and the family start shitting bricks like no other. i already got couple of phone calls harrassing me on why i haven't visited my sister at home while she's being tortured by my crazy grandparents. umm.. i'm sorry, i thought i had something called.. life. and school. seriously. WHAT THE FUCK. all of sudden i'm the insolent kid who doesn't care for the family. gah. i near screamed at my cousin for being sarcastic about this matter cus it makes it sound like she came home all the time. YEAH, great.. you're the best role model.
UGH.
and they ask why i'm angry all the time.

grandma told me i got fat again. i swear to god korean people think telling others that they got fat is a greeting; "hi i haven't seen you in a while and you've gotten fat"

koreans and their motherfucking need to crush other's self-confidence. thanks a lot family members. i have the confidence level lower than the emoest of all emos.

fuck. i can't for the life of me remember what else i have written earlier. once again, fuck you blogger for crapping out on me.

FUCK.


why why whhhhy do i remember such things when i'm least concerned with what you're doing?