I suppose it's the thrill of the chase, but it's always the guys who don't initiate that catches my attention. However they don't ignore me either when I start the messages.. then I sit here getting annoyed that they're not the one to message me first.

Being a female is annoyingly difficult.

So, do I grow metaphorical balls and just ask for the things I want or..... let it flow by and be okay with that? Which may be easier. A bird in one hand worth more than two in a bush, yes, but I've got none in reality. They're all still in trees.

THEN there are guys who actively message with enthusiasm and somehow... I'm annoyed by it. I could've passed it, but I'm supposed to try bunch of different dudes, right??? 

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What are the antonyms for serendipity, I need to know.

Found a couple of pictures of T on fb messager chat history with bff when I was on the bragging end. Sucks, man.

Didn't delete them yet.

Bluuh.

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Can't really freely word vomit knowing the audience now. Boo you :(

...though, audience count hasn't gone up since then so loss of interest is plausible.

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Jodaiko dude just gave his number without me having to ask for it. That's one win. Gj.