A lot, actually

What WOULDN'T I say that I haven't already said in the past year?

I wrote everything I wouldn't tell my friends and family in the blog because it was depressing for me and presumably annoying to others. The blog just took on such a negative vibe since it became a source of all my self pity and wallowing in grief and all that jazz... and half heartedly hoping that first, M would know my rage, and that T would somehow stumble in here and I would just pour out all the stuff i left unsaid.

However,  I have a suspicion that both have somehow did do exactly so and all of sudden I feel very dumb having wrote everything out, despite the catharsis of word vomiting at the heat of moment.

I do take delight in knowing that M has become somewhat laughable in the past years. Thank god I dodged that bullet.
Yeah, I said it. You may have the relationship, but I wouldn't want it with you anyways. Good riddance

T.. I still miss getting to know you and wish you did too, but the more I want something the faster it slips out of my hand i guess.. i don't know what you even think about me anymore, especially if you read through all these craziness. If you even have a fleeting thoughts about me at all..

But... all in all, despite all my emotion and shit, I'll get over you eventually. I got over M; I can- should get over T too..