focus focus!

something i cannot ever commit to.

i swear i have ADD or something.. i cannot for the life of me just sit my ass down and focus on a single thing like studying. i wonder if i can fake the symptoms for learning disability and get some ritalin?

yesterday's sungod had its ups and downs. the ups? my new found attraction for matt costa's music, finally getting some lemongrass chicken, massive wushu and taiko party, and generally fun times. the downs? the new sungod system was stupid. i will forever hate those people for taking their sweet ass time in letting us in for our performance. fuckers. also, we didn't get to play at price center and look for the crazy dancing girl. oh much sadness. i didn't get to drink all day like i had planned cus i spent too much time under the sun without adequate amount of water and was left a bit dehydrated and with a terrible headache. i ended up coming home after matt costa's performace and slept for about 2 hours before heading out to albert's place. the party was fun, but i didn't get to get wasted cus i still had to play DD. i love how i actually drink even though i'm supposed to stay sober to ensure safe ride back to the kids' respectable homes. whatever, i can handle my liquors unlike the rest of you :D though, drinking all those milk base drinks with that fateful shot of vodka left me feeling sick. hooray for puking. also, my little secret (well, i guess it really wasn't a secret since i reeked of it all the time) was exposed to basically everyone in taiko.. w-hell.. whatever.

i was just disappointed that i showed that unflattering sight to the one person that i didn't want to see me... BLAH.

the rest of the night ended up being pretty fun though the host ended getting ridiculously trashed, once again. though it has been awhile.. hope he's not dead lol.

woke up today around noon, but i have an excuse! i crawled into bed around 4:30 after spending about 10 minutes online and playing around with jump ultimate star. i technically woke up around 10 am, but coaxed myself back to sleep for 2 more hours, which felt both good and bad since my room was an inferno of sunlight and heat. stupid sunlight coming through the window directly to my face and the warm air rising into our room.. i proceeded to start my day's studying but ended up doing my roommate's hair and eating ramen, the brunch of the champions, around 2:30..

god i fail so much.

i did study for ochem for awhile, but one piece kept distracting me, and the constant immobility kept me feeling sore all day. and not to mention that indiana jones and the last crusade is playing. i love that movie! well, i love the temple of doom better, but the nazi theme song makes this movie gold.

damnit, i'm getting distracted form studying biochem.

stop being nice to me; i'm always getting the wrong idea.