dramatic music plays.

so i'm sure i utterly failed my midterm today. hopefully i won't utterly fail one tomorrow.

this quarter is proving to be a disaster, and i even though i knew that from the beginning, it really doesn't matter now.

took forever getting ridiculously expensive gas, finally got a car wash, and did grocery shopping. i meant to just get some hawaiian bread and veggies but by the time i was done paying at ralphs, this is exactly what i had in my basket: 2 cans of tuna, 2 boxes of tuna helper, 2 cans of chili, carton of eggs, box of cereal, bottle of ketchup, loaf of bread, and a bottle of ibuprofen. oh yeah, and the last minute ben and jerry's half baked ice cream.

oh.my.goodness, i fail.

on top of this i cracked one of the egg in the bag so i had to toss it out in the parking lot. it's probably growing bacterias as i write.

T. Kim, spreading diseases since 2008. oh man that sounds DIRTY.

so whatever, i haul ass to trader hoes and actually buy the greens. this entire process took way too long..

and i come home to read something i've been wanting for a long time.. or did i really? do i really want him gone right now? of course i do, right? no more awkward exchanges, and no more of my raging outbursts... this is what i've been looking forward to since i screwed up, right?

right?