a thousand cranes for my thousand wishes.

my.. what a terrible picture.. but it was best out of the lot. this is a reason why i wish i had an awesome dslr instead of the size friendly digicams...

i'm going half mad with this cramming session.
i know i should've kept up during the quarter.. but ARGH.
as much as i like the subject, the fickle nature of the professor is infuriating enough to make me want to chuck my $150 book at his head. at least with the ending of the next two days mean closure for me. only then will i embrace the sweetness that is academic FREEDOM.

besides academics..
i honestly do not know what i'm doing with myself lately.
i'm guessing it's only human nature to have hope, a dream for the unattainable. basically meaning i'm going out of my way to keep myself under composure, to not rouse the ever increasing curiosity brewing inside me, to act normal, as if nothing happened.. it's madness! at least for me.

er..

this is the part where i usually supply the self loathe and pity.
we'll just skip that part since i'm not really feeling it right now.

*sigh*
i've even been robbed of my late night conversations to distract myself from all this.. please don't tell me you're running away from me now...

selfish amends. i know. what do you expect?