the thermostat reads 59 degrees.. INSIDE THE HOUSE!

sheesh.

so last night...
it was a welcoming distraction from studying, though i could've made better choices. i was supposed to be good and only stay til midnight, but i ended up drinking and had to be taken home.. which i was vehemently against. granted, i was tipsy and it wouldn't have been wise to drive even if the streets were empty. it's just that i didn't want to be seen as if i was in need of help.. it's the stubborn side of me, i'm sure. i don't hate being taken care of, it's just.. not at the expenses of me looking like a fool. blah...

i also felt kind of terrible not being a good enough friend to someone. she seemed to having a hard time last night but i wasn't able to help out.. aiyahh.
i do hope you're feeling better today :)

my neck hurts...