it said it'll help me find balance in life.. part of me is a bit skeptical since it isn't really a "christian" way, but more of a ki and zen.. sorta things. well, i like tiger eye beads.

self-imposed avoidance for the time being. don't really want to face them or pretend everything is oh-so-great. they are part of the evidence i'm trying to erase from the past. they know. i prefer they don't.

why is it so hard to erase the evidence of something so small...