s'funny how i'm getting rather ravenous lately.
being sick means you're supposed to lose appetite, not gain it!
*rolls eyes*
nonetheless, i actually look forward to eating breakfast now and then.
doesn't mean i don't feel sick afterwards, because i still feel nauseated after each meal.
just that i get ridiculously hungry in the morning.
weird.
cue food coma...
now.
will continue later.

it's later now.
i just came back from peace of mind group.
i still can't get over the fact that one of the counselor looks like jack from will and grace.
we talked about emotions.
we always talk about emotions.
so is it really true to say i'm not out of control when i get emotional?

it's unbelievably hot for november.
i'm sitting in my room with a iced soda and dressed in my bathing suit and shorts.
it's that hot.
i think i'll skip class and head to the beach til meeting time.
i'll get some reading done.
to shores or to blacks, is the question.
i need to ask grace how to get to blacks without having to scale that giant cliff.

toodles.

i went to the shores.
i actually read for ochem, which i'm proud of.
the european boys were playing football above my head.
that made me feel very.. uneasy...
so eventually i just packed everything up and took a walk from shores all the way down to blacks.
tons of pictures were taken, mostly for stock purposes.
san diego beaches are indeed beautiful.
cliffs were pretty daunting, but nonetheless majestic photo material.
sad thing is, all i could think about the cliff was how it'll feel if i were to fall off from it.
ocean is a great place - you've got the cliffs to work the falls and if that doesn't kill ya, you just drag yourself to the shores and hope for a high tide.
*sigh*

taiko meeting at 9, adjourned at 11.
rest of ranting is for tomorrow.
oh look, it's tomorrow.