so the aforementioned dude from CMB was definitely not even close. i wasn't at all attracted, so shows i still have some standard - i'm not desperately enough to throw myself at the first guy who shows interest. it was dissolved on his part, so thankfully (?) i'm back in the damn game.

but i'm beginning to think that i'm on CMB's absolute shit list. not only are the matches terrible, and not of my preferences... but i just got today one of T's friend.. whom i've met and had a conversation during dinner. i'm pretty sure he's also recognized me in that there hasn't been any connection made on his part either. curiosity is almost getting the best of me and i want to try matching with him to pry any information out of him, or just for petty mind games... but that would make me the lesser human. i haven't made any moves, and it's for the best that i don't.

it really doesn't help that spotify recently made it so i can actually search for T... he looks happy in his picture.

this is awful. i need my hawaii vacation ASAP.