how messed up am i..

that i'm back on CMB, and texting with a guy who seems to extremely taken with me so far (meaning i won't be into him as much if my life pattern continues the way it has been), and little things seem to coincide with things that happened just about a year ago... and i can't keep thinking about someone else.

how does one remedy this problem? i'm still having memories and dreams. it sucks.

family issues are making things seem more trivial at the moment though.

when it rains, it really pours.