i downloaded all seasons of scrubs right before the.. break up since i needed something to distract me, and because i've never seen all the episodes despite really enjoying the few ones i did watch. i know i'm like a decade late, and i know that the final few seasons isn't that great either but nevertheless, it's easier to watch everything in one go than to desperately waiting for new episodes days, weeks, months, or years to come.

JD's characterization resonates too strong with me, and i can't disconnect with him and his though process. at least for him he's a doctor hah! still, it makes me a bit wary to put my foot in the door for health care sometimes.. facing logical vs. rational decision making has always been a struggle for me. too emotionally attached.

also, i was hoping for more comedic distraction from the show, but i have chosen poorly. only a couple of episodes into the first season and i'm already water works. fuck, i cried though 1/3 of game of thrones too. i was ridiculously silly crying during the amazing spider-man 2. even yesterday, i had to change the channel when i saw that toy story 3 was on. that one left me sobbing like a crazy person in three different occasions. can't do it.

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there was a team of software engineers from blizzard doing a AMA on reddit today. they work for SC2 and Heroes of the storm apparently. it piqued my curiosity and i ended up trying to decipher the coding jargon throughout the q&a, and one link led to another until i was reading with fervor on blizzard's job openings. even now, i'm still hung up? what good would it do.. move on.

he doesn't even care about me.. right?