sometimes, i'm just a little miffed. nothing more than that. perhaps because it seems like my existence doesn't matter. I've been living my own life the best i can, yes. has it been worth it? so far, i guess. there are things here and there that makes me feel ever so productive. then there are times when i wonder if i even have things worth boasting.

i just want to shove it their faces sometimes, you know? so, when is that coming? am i ashamed to be a nobody still?

when will my karma back me up? haven't i done enough good to be on the receiving end yet?

maybe i'm just miffed cus they're so happy together, and i have yet to figure it out.

i just don't want to end up alone for anyone to ridicule.