heavy burden

i realized mass consumption of green tea might just destroy me tonight, so i'm taking the emergency measure of nodoz.
wait, whut?
ugh. i can't wait til the next 2 weeks to be over.

it's the second night in a row where i'm going to be up past 4am.. and i have class tomorrow all day tomorrow. and a midterm in tuesday which i haven't even started studying for.
guess who's royally screwed?

i HATE HATE HAAAAAAAAATE how my bioichem lab is turning out to be. granted, i'm not doing much to improve the situation, but i'm stuck with one lazy but relatively cool guy and one incompetent girl who drives me up the wall. she did nothing productive and i feel like she's still trying to prove she knows what she's doing. GAAH! i'm about start pulling my hair out. this was supposed to be my get out of jail free card.. but it's causing me so much more stress than other classes.

and i JUST got started on pchem hw. which is due tomorrow morning. i had a week, and i spent it on studying for ichem midterm and taiko. and doing this damn lab report. i am about to have a heart attack from the work load here..

taiko taiko taiko..
i'm really happy and upset on how deliberation turned out. as always of course.

i was talking to mike earlier, and he made an amazing point:

mike (1:35:09 AM):you can never know if you made the correct decision, but you've got to work your hardest to make it the correct decision

i was talking to him both the disappointment and satisfaction, and even in his short conversation with me had assured that things will be at peace.

thanks mike. that was actually what i needed to be pleased with some stuff.

anyways, more pchem hw needs to be done. hopefully i can go to sleep at 4 at the latest.

edit: FUCK this. i'm forgoing my pchem hw. it's only 2 points and i'd rather not get any points for not turning it in rather than working on it to get a 0.

so.. tired.