fishing..

for thoughts of course.. i think my current schedule is there to make sure i can't think at the end of the night.

i just want to drive to some far away place and just.. sit and cast a line with a straight hook... just to say i'm fishing without really doing so.. it's a reference no one's going to get but it doesn't matter.

i'm determined to do well in my classes despite the fact that i'm taking pchem, ichem, and biochem lab... and nutrition for kicks. on top of that, i still have work at tsri, and it's tryouts period at taiko. i'm just about to pull out my hair in stress and lack of sleep.

and it's only 2nd week- wait.. it's the end of 2nd week. oh so fail.

don't know what else i can rant about. i'm just.. really exhausted. i'm totally not going to my ichem section tomorrow. i say FUCK you to sections. ugh.

man.. my bar of kitkats from diana's birthday is all.. melted and deformed. how sad. speaking of diana's birthday... it was pretty much amazing! happy birthday once again diana!! i miss you so much already :<

birthdays.. mine's not that far off yet i'm so not in the mood to celebrate it. it's not like a milestone in life as it was with 18 and 21.. i'm.. just turning 22. *sigh* i'm approaching my mid-twenties really soon and i'm still without any life plans or a single date. i.am.so.pathetic. mom's going to be out of the country.. again, so i have no real motivation to go home or anything.. eh, whatever. i'll see the family this weekend when they come down for benett's film being shown at SDAfF. YEEEEAH. you heard right. i need to go buy tickets for the family tomorrow. gah.. it's friday and i'm not going to get any rest.

blar blar. i'm tired. i'm going to sleep.

i can't for the life of me remember how you look/sound like. you must be ECSTATIC.