Friday, September 05, 2008

bleak future, or the light at the end of the tunnel...

i just saw kiyomi's 7 years of work be explained in an hour.

makes me wonder how driven i am to go to grad school and get a higher degree of education. i want to, but i wonder if i'm ever capable. i'm just average compared to everyone else in this school, and even amongst my peers. after reading ayano's blog, made me think back on just what i have accomplished compared to her ambition driven life.

man, makes me feel really shameful knowing that there are people who had the same beginning as i did, yet are making bigger sacrifices and giving 100% effort to better themselves and the world around them.

i'm spoiled beyond reasons..

i should try to work my ass off this year and start applying to places for more internship. i want that criminalistics grad program in davis.

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