i should probably stop being all weirded out when i find people i knew back home who had a baby.




it's just makes me wonder where i stand in the "becoming an adult" line.
but then again, who says you're an adult when you do end up pregnant?
just a thought, nothing hostile.
just really really surprised.

on the other hand, my younger cousin just went under the knife with the suspicion of a malignant tumor in her breast. first her mom (my aunt) and now her? god is being ridiculously cruel. yet, here we are praying to this same god for her well-being.

seriously, let her be well.. she's too young for this.


when i finally confess to being content in life, things head downwards.