FUCK.
i don't want to go to norcal.


irrational irrational irrational.


FUCK.
i hate performing for people i don't like.


FUCK.


on to other news.
friend's dad just passed away. it's a terrible tragedy, and is very saddening since this is one of my closest friend. please include him and his remaining family in your prayers.

i have been classically conditioned for the worst.