would make understanding biochem so much easier... if i can see each components of DNA in front of my eyes as it assembles, elongates, and terminate from its template maybe i can be freed from wrestling with fatigue and text books.
blar, just a wishful thinking.
wow, for a frequent whiner, i haven't posted a lot on this blog.. this past couple of weeks... though i've been finding that more people blog now a days than they did 2 years ago.. it just keeps increasingggg!!
i keep having breathing problems, and no, i haven't been smoking.. well, that much. i know who took my pack damnit- i'm glaring at you..
no, but seriously, i know my limits. i just have trouble controlling myself :P
my last final is tomorrow morning at 8.. it's the class i enjoy the most so i'm looking forward to studying it all night tonight, but right now food coma is attacking so badly i don't know what to do but crack open my can of rockstar early. this does not please me much.
i wish i had something to rant about besides school right now.. aside from getting ready for AIP,which by the way, is taking WAY fucking too long to set, i have nothing else concretely planned. anime expo? still haven't bought the tickets. comic con? still contemplating. i have a list of places to check out down here and up around so cal and yet i find myself too lazy to actually plan and call up people for it. blargh.
one good thing out of tis entire week however has to be the fact that my mind is so fucking occupied i don't have a chance to just sit and be emo. all suppressed emo thoughts, however, are translating themselves into my dreams. one night i had a dream that ivan, my friend from high school, was living in some southern state instead of merced and that i had to drive downstream on a shallow river to get to some downtown area. also, ok go was to be leading a political demonstration in front of some tunnel in the said town. er... WHAT THE FUCK??!!?? i remember waking up thoroughly confused. also, there was that one other dream where i was confronted by the ex and his girlfriend (wow, that was painful to type out) and it was just not pleasant at all. i guess the stress is getting to me in a whole new way this year. blar blar blar. it's ok though, cus i only get about 4 hours a sleep whenever i sleep now a days anyways.
blarghhadlsjf;ljdsa;lfkjd.
oh man, i'm done for now. i have procrastinated much.
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