not so much as frozen, but...

hello newbies who have found me. good job. now i'm stalking the shit out of you. also, i'll continue on being vague as hell (hopefully) on my random tirade of angst.

it's miserably cold in the house.. and even colder outside. the night before was ridiculous; rain drops were pelting like bullets against the window while the wind wailed like a lost child.
in conclusion-
it was a really crazy rainy night.

so imagine my surprise when i wake up to the sun shining in my eyes rather than the bRAAAHPIng of the alarm clock...

the day itself was good- classes were ok; i was zoning out so bad from the lack of caffeine and i was still drunk on sleep. i ended up staying in the library for 4 hours after all the lectures though. it was very productive of me to actually study without much distraction- which was something i NEEDED. it was probably the best part the day... but 4 hours could take a toll especially since my stomach was churning from the morning's chugging of coffee.. damn caffeine.. giving me nausea.. i packed up early for a quick visit home for some food and relaxation... welll, if you call semi-cooking and cleaning your idea of relaxation sure... hey it's good for the inner-housewife in me, aite?

i ended deciding to go back to the library to finish up my studies. however, who knew i had so much freakin' distractions ahead of me????

i get to the library around 8:30 and had settled in when i noticed i had a missed call from chris only couple of minutes before. he was in need of stands, which were.. well, in my car... i pack EVERYTHING back up after taking 15 minutes hauling ass to get a seat and getting settled.

first UGH.

i could've said no, and in truth i could've just brought them the stands and bailed. instead i was there for the entire workshop, almost getting arrested. no i'm just kidding. we only got warned.
and froze our asses off.

second UGH.

finally we disband the loitering group and head back to campus to be a good sempai and back to the library to be a good student. about 30 minutes into my work, jenna asked if i wanted to go on a boba run.. the time at the time is around 11:30pm.... it's too late to really stay longer and too early to stop studying. i make bad decisions and decide to hang out.

third UGH.

i'm not saying that the boba run was bad; it was enjoyable and i was already NOT in the studying mood. it was inevitable, but stilllll. i made a commitment and i had made good decisions.. that just got ruined cus i have no will power WHATSOEVER to say no.

pushover?
YES.

so basically, the night can be described in 3 words:
miscommunication
misdemeanor
miserable(-y cold)

it's still cold as fuck in my room.
if it wasn't for the extra lining of electric blanket heater, i'd be tk-sicle.
i'd be fucking delicious.
i'm just kidding.

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