hypocrite.


damn it.
i know you're suffering.. i want to see you happy, and i wish i could be the one to make that happen. even if i say harsh things you know i care about you, so much. i wish you'd open your eyes and see that i'm right here in front of you, trying so hard to change your mind. i'm RIGHT here. why can't i be the one to be make you smile? why can't i be the one you turn to in times of trouble? what can i do to make you see i'm worth something?
what went wrong? what do i lack? what did i do so wrong in your eyes?