sakura saku.

mata umareru toki anata no soba de hana ni narou. soshite, anata no ai wo moraitai.

after seeing my roommate giving the theraflu i gave to her for her to her ex-boyfriend (confused? so am i) i called her over and had a long talk. it was mainly about what she was up to lately with her ex, and how and what she's been feeling and such. i'm glad i can be of support for her, but nonetheless sorry for the situation she's in. i do love my roommate and hope things work out for her, as much as i wish for me. as i told grace, i'm still completely infatuated. i mean, i could go out there and try something with someone else that i have in mind, but going after a guy who won't be around for long and who probably just sees me as a goofy little sister just won't work. and my heart is still an open doorway that would without a doubt stay open.

anyways.

networking is not my cup of tea. i don't want to mingle with people that could just turn around and stab me in the back. i won't allow it.